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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

i am so stress~ so stress~ SOooOOoOooo STRESS~ whenever i thought of the word stress it inevitably reminds me of esap.. eustress or distress? arughh~ cognitive process.. how u view it will determine how you response to it.. health locus of control.. self efficacy.. effects of stress.. everything is applying to my life now.. so, should i regard it as eustress, a form of challenge? arughh~ its killing me.. left brain in, right brain out.. toss n turn every night with tons of definitations entering my brain..

this morning rain heavily.. thunderstorm again.. weather is so bad lately.. extremely hot in the day and heavy downpour in the night.. this morning my knee cap cramp.. sounds funny right? could it be rheumatism? haha have i reach the age to have it? the cramp reminds me of my ex in secondary 4.. when both of my knee cramp.. excessive footdrill training or lack of calcium? it hurt so bad that i can't control myself and sat on the floor while he had to carry me to the side and sit.. its ironic when in the past you refuse to let yourself be reminded of everything and yet when time pass, you tend to appreciate everything that happen in your life.. time heals all wound.. how true..

i really hope exams to be over in a flash.. though i know that i am not ready yet.. but this life of facing notes n textbook everyday is really sickening.. :(
over the rainbow on 4/28/2009 02:12:00 PM

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