# - Love ;; __ till the end of time .
Monday, February 9, 2009

i feel awful.. terribly awful.. i hate this feeling.. it sucks.. :( i hate loneliness.. i am scared of it.. but once again.. i am trapped here..

let me wake up tomorrow feeling 2x better then today..

vdae this sat.. gotta work in the morning.. our 1st vdae but he's not ard.. it's ok.. i told myself... i have 40,50 vdaes with him to go..

take this time to study.. study real hard.. i gotta force myself.. concentrate.. stop crying.. it doesn't help.. 2nd class upper.. that's where i aim.. but i am not putting in effort.. i can do it.. gambatte.. be independent.. be brave.. i cannot b a weakling bcos i am not.. i see light at the end of the tunnel.. no one can help me except myself.. just give me time to get there.. i might b slow.. but i will get there eventually..

i promise myself to b happy each time after i cried.. so far so good.. JIA YOU~!!
over the rainbow on 2/09/2009 08:50:00 PM

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