Wednesday, February 4, 2009
lately i have been getting forgetful.. met up with sasa today at jp and we were having a chat at bakerzin.. was tell her about this awful who i encounter during a movie with h and his bro on the 2nd day of cny.. i couldn't recall what that movie was no matter how long and hard i tried.. i ended up surfing gv website to check on the shows that are currently showing.. i can even talk to her half way and forgot what i want to say or if i was interrupted, i didn't even realise i was talking about something before the interruption.. i have also been stoning whenever i was travelling.. either i was dazing or i was thinking about something which i don even remember what it was.. even when i was sleeping.. i am always thinking about something.. i know becos' i wasn't in deep sleep..
i have been feeling so down recently.. i donnoe if it was due to h's departure or becos' my auntie is visiting me soon.. but i feel so wrong.. i felt like crying whenever i am alone especially when i am on my way home from work or school.. and i tried my very best to hold it back.. i felt like my body is without a soul.. everyday, i follow the routine of going to work and to school, feeling no motivation.. i felt happier only when i am with my friends.. but once i am home.. i lapse back into that negative feeling.. h have been asking me if i missed him and i told him i am not.. this is bcos i knew that i will cry if i said yes and i didn't want him to worry about me.. some people say absence make the heart fonder but distance make an relationship turn bland.. i wonder what mine will be... (choy!) haha
i have been pretty unlucky recently.. perhaps it's becos i am always daydreaming.. 1) i lost my footing on the bus today.. haha yes.. bus again.. i think throughout my life.. i fell 3-4 times while getting up or down the bus.. it hit my right shin again.. i already have 2 scars there.. probably there's gonna b another scar or blueblack there soon.. 2) i have got a swell on my thigh.. i guess must be some insect bite.. couldn't be a mosquito cos a mosquito bite couldn't be so big.. i measured it.. about 5cm in diameter.. lol it's red, swollen and itchy..
when all bad things happen.. there are bound to have good news.. well.. i got my date for selection of my flat.. it's on 15 feb, 10am.. h and i have discussed which unit we preferred.. this sat i have to visit h parents and see what they would advise since they have more experience in this.. now that i am alone.. i have to settle those documents myself.. have been calling hdb and might have to go down to the branch office tomorrow to settle some stuffs.. hope to settle everything soon and get my mood back by next week.. :)
over the rainbow on 2/04/2009 11:55:00 PM
