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Friday, August 1, 2008

came across this link in someone's blog on colorgenics.. it's an analysis of a person's feeling according to the order of the colour he/she clicks.. you can try it at http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

this is my analysis:

Your Complete Personal Profile

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

i guess it's quite true for the 1st paragraph.. i am someone who needs care and attention from people and i will feel upset when i don't get it.. does this imply that i am not independent enough? i yearn to be the gal the i used to be when i was a kid.. one without worries and doesn't have to think long and hard at my own decision or action.. one who was simple and carefree.. when we grew up.. i guess it's not possible anymore.. we have become more complicated as we are made aware of the things aroung us.. thinking too hard about decisions make us worrisome and uncertain.. sometimes it makes us afraid to take action.. people can be nice to you at this moment and nasty to you in the next.. if only i can hide myself in a forest, living with the nicest animals on earth e.g. rabbits, dogs, sheeps (sound like a farm lol) how wonderful can that be.. i no longer have to look brave and put up a false front even when i am weak.. i no longer have to be wary of people and maybe till then, i can return to the simple gal that i used to be...

heard a piece of bad news about the department yesterday.. there's a major manpower reshuffle going on due to the merger.. various dept chief have already met up with the operations director.. they will be relooking at the dept manpower issue.. if they feel that they do not need so many staff, the staff will either be deployed to other dept or will be asked to leave.. heard a part time staff next door have already been informed to leave end of this year.. things are uncertain now.. and it's not fair when they announce they are not going to touch any of the staff from another institute in any dept.. since it's a merger, how can they make this decision which only affect us? they make up part of the manpower cost isn't it? as if it is not bad enough, we might be changing a chief for dept.. if it's my current chief i am confident that he will protect us all.. i am now the one with the highest chance of getting that special letter since i am on part time basis.. let's pray hard i will never get that letter..
over the rainbow on 8/01/2008 03:50:00 PM

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