24 Mar 08- Monday
UOL revision classes finally kicks off on Mon.. had been a long time since i had lectures for a whole day.. sandy and i kept stoning and daydreaming in class.. we had like 10 sweets each for a 6 hrs lecture with 2 tea breaks and 1 lunch break in between.. i think we have to get sweets of low sugar content soon else we will definately get diabetes if this goes on..
25 Mar 08- Tuesday
i had classes from 10am-10pm, a total of 12 hrs lesson with marketing from 10am-5pm and msm from 7pm-10pm.. i was quite worried before the class that i might see someone there since he is taking the module as well.. just when i thought chances are slim, i turn my head to the back and saw him sitting down.. i knew that if he saw me, he will not be able to concentrate in class and in a worse scenario, he would just skip the lecture.. i couldn't pay attention to the lecturer and felt really uncomfortable.. true enough, during the tea break, i realised he has left... i hope he would be luckier in the next few classes..
26 Mar 08- Wednesday
it was a busy busy wednesday for me since i was away from office for about a week.. there are tons of outstanding logistic matters for the coming sat screening..
i knew someone was feeling upset and decided to msg her through msn.. i could detect that she is still feeling unhappy and is sorta ignoring me.. i called her after work and texted her.. what i had in return was hurtful and disappointing remarks from her.. it may be true that we have neglected her and did not think abt her feelings and what she wants to do on the day of incident.. but i can't seem to find a reason so strongly that she has to forego our years of friendship and saying things about not meeting up anymore.. feedbacks are given to make improvement and make us aware of the problem.. i know she feel really bad however we are not young kids anymore.. there is a better way to resolve this problem than saying such hurtful things.. it's been a long time since i cried that hard.. the last time was in nov.. i thought only BGR gives problem, headache and heartache.. now i realised friendship does too.. this is the worst ever arguement i had with my friend.. it nv happen before.. i will still treat her as my friend no matter what her decision is.. mr ivan got a scare when he called to ask me some stuff and i was talking amist my tears.. it's not his first time being unlucky.. lol
27 Mar 08- Thursday
my eyes are swollen.. i woke up late for work.. suppose to get up at 6.20am.. ended up getting up at 7am.. my k850i is finally repaired.. i switched back to the phone last night, setting up all the time, date and alarm.. everything seems fine but to my horror, i realised i set the time as pm instead of am.. no wonder my alarm didn't go off.. lucky dad came into my room..
i just hope this is the worst that the week can get.. whatever that is at its worst can only get better right..
someone told me that i had the aura/ability to affect people with my smiles and laughter.. people feel happy when they are with a happy me.. then i would like to ask.. who can make me happy when i am feeling down.. who can make me smile and laugh? i am feeling tired.. there is a piece of gd news and things are getting firm up but i simply don't have the mood to rejoice.. perhaps the next few days would be better as i would be surrounded by the four walls of sim lecture hall with only papers with black ink and no time to let my mind wander to the unhappy stuff..
